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September 11, 2009
I'm so excited about "Outspoken" my new poetry collection. See the first one was more geared towards all ages, and had some of my older poetry in it. But this one is subtitled, "Poetry For the Bold" becuase I don't hold back. It is the poetry collection that reps who I am to the fullest. I love it, and I hope you do too.
August 11,2009
In a world where bills, appointments, errands, and deadlines are always lingering,
I 'm glad I have my open mics. It's something about the release of your energy, and the absorbing of someone elses that keeps me inspired.
You never know whose life you touch with your words, or when someone will recite that peom that you really just needed to hear.
July 30,2009
I am stressed out, but I guess it's positive stress, because I'm trying to do so many things. I got about 11 weeks left to grad school,and being a teacher,the summer is always tough financially.But creatively,enery has been flowing. I'm working on three projects simultaneously. One of them is the follow up to my first poetry collection, " A Piece of My Mind." My poetry has changed so much,and I've really come into who I am, so I'll be happy to share it with the world. This book will also be more edgy, because I will include many of my erotic pieces that I left out of my first one. I hope to have this out by November. Of course I'm slowy finshing up the sequels to my first novella, "Despite Everything." I appreciate all of the feedback, and I know people really want to know what happens to Toni, Dionn,Javall. What I'm putting most of my energy into is the book that I feel will have an enormous impact on females of color. It is called, "The Right amount of Sunshine." More information to follow.
May 12, 2009
Open Mic Tuesdays are back, and boy do I need it in my life! Especially right about now. I'm going through my mother's day sadness thing that I do every year. But I lost a good friend last week to cancer, so I'm really sad. I'm also really busy. Brend'a Child is in grad school, and it is tough. That means some things have to go on the back burner, like the promotion of my new book. So I need you all to help me get it together. Spread the word about all three books and buy it if you haven't . Thanks to all of those who've supported me. I'll be posting reviews very soon for it, good and bad.
March 6, 2009
Thank you to everyone who came out to support me at my book release party. It was so fufilling being surrounded by family, friends, and fellow poets. What a blessing.
January 14, 2009
In February I will be publishing my first of many novels, "Despite Everything" a love story I first conceived at age 14, when I couldn't sleep at night. And if you know Brenda's Child, you should know we are gonna do the damn thing at the book release party. More details will follow.
January 4, 2009
Happy New Year! Hopefully 2009 will be a year of even bigger accomplishments and success to me, my love ones,and hell, even my enemies. It's all about positive energy after all. What are your new year's resolutions?
November 04,2008
I got to meet one of my poetic role models ,Nikki Giovanni when she visited Springfield on October 31. I just love this woman. She emcompasses everything I aspire to be...outspoken, articulate, educated, active, and hip! Yes the woman is still hip ! I was in awe as I listened to her speak and watched her sign my books. I also gave her copies of my own books, I hope she reads them!
October 20,2008
Monday, October 13 marked the end of Open Mic Mondays, and begins Mic Check Tuesdays. It begins Tuesday, November 25 same place, same time. I will miss the weekly energy, but the reality is, winter time is harsh here in MA and and I know there will be nights that I won't want to come out of the house. The reason I changed the day is because I have started back college, going for my Masters in Philanthrophy and Nonprofit management. In the mean time and between time, I urge you to keep writing.
August 13,2008
Open Mic Mondays is really taking off. This week we had 11 poets. And more people who never considered themselves poets are writing, it's the spread of GOOD ENERGY people. If you haven't checked it out I suggest you do!
July 17,2008
Wow, it's been two months since I've written in my little journal. I guess that means I've been busy. The poems are flowing out of me like the rivers that Langston Hughes speaks of.I have to say most of it comes from open mic Mondays. I get motivated by other poets to write, and it is great! My plan for the fall is to re-release my 2007 book with a new original cover and bonus poetry. Afterwards, I plan to publish a new book every year until someone notices and a sista gets a book deal. Yes, I would love to get paid to write all day.
May 27,2008
I had the pleasure of meeting Diana Ferrus, the poet whose work was responsible for inspiring France to return the remains of Sarah Baartman, who had been on display from the time her death,in 1815 until 1974. After being humiliated in freak shows and circuses because of her oversized breast,buttocks, and genitalia in London and France, Sarah was forced into prostitution She died at the age of 25. A scientist cut off her genitalia, put in in jars, and put her skeletal remains on display. Born in South Africa, her people wanted her home for a proper burial. France refused. It was Diana Ferrus' poem, "I've Come to Take you Home" that helped to inspire France to change their mind, and Sarah Baartman's remains were returned home in 2002. I met Diana on Wednesday, and she is phenomonal! She is here as a part of an artists exchange, and will be performing locally. Below is a picture of all of the visitings arts.

May 15, 2008
So Mother's day was Sunday. I'll be honest, I kinda get into a funk about it. I get depressed slightly. I feel tired and sleepy, and I don't even have the energy pretend like I'm okay. I kinda just wanna sleep the day away. I know I'm a mom, and I love being one. And I have a gramdmother, and maternal aunts, but it's not the same. So I use that day to self-reflect, mourn and just keep to myself. I'm allowed right?But anyway, that day's over until next year. I feel better, and Brenda's Child is back in business! Tonight I'll be checking out Caramel Cafe in Windsor ,CT.
April 1,2008
I'm 30 years old as of march 28th. And I celebrated like i should...surrounded by family and friends! We had an eighties party and is was "totally RAD"


Poem of the Month
Love's Poem
How many poems can you write about Love?
As many poems as there are waves in the ocean,
and as many as there are grains of sand on the beach
Because each day with him is simultaneously ritualistic
and unpredictably new
comfortably and natural is the fit of my hand in his
and his arms around my frame
excitingly is way my heart dances at the thought of him,
and when my legs are wrapped around his
And he’s inside of me, there is suddenly an orgy,
because our souls leave our bodies,
and they make love too,
that’s how deep this thing is.
See, I could write incessantly
and never run out of new words
to describe the intense feeling that overwhelms my soul
whenever I’m near him,
so I’ll keep on writing poems about love,
as long as he keeps loving me.